Inevitable Darkness

So fast

So sudden

I can only cry

So much

So many

Did I die?

Dimming lights

Loud sounds

I wonder why

She’s okay

He’s alright

We say goodbye

While some enjoy their weekends,

Hanging with friends at the mall.

I stay at home to write and read,

Which I like best? Eh, I like ‘em all.

While some enjoy the company

Of flirting with boys,

I’d rather hang with my best friends,

Teen males are just toys!

While some struggle to become the best,

Winning a game or the science fair award

I’d rather stay who I am,

Than forcing myself to be completely bored.

I’m sorry if this offends you, but I must say

If you’re a teenage girl that writes, you might understand

What I’ve written down, and say it is okay.

Just know I’m not sexist and I surely love my God,

Remember this is me; I’m going to remain this way

Love begins

First in the eyes and then deeper in

The heart flutters, the mind smiles

Being with the one you love, you’d walk for miles

Soon a question is asked, accept the new life

oh how beautiful, yes you will make a fine wife

Two souls becoming one

Underneath the radiant sun

Oh how beautiful, my soul cries out

Sing, jump, celebrate, shout

My soul and heart rejoice

Sing along with your voice

Let our song be heard from miles away

Songs of love, sing yours today

Gentle now

Careful

Beautiful life

Beautiful creations

Oh how the baby cries

And the mother sings sweet lullabies

Rocks the babe back to sleep

Oh sound, beautiful, let love begin deep

All I want is for a man to hold me softly in his arms,

To kiss my forehead and tell me it’s alright,

To hold me close throughout the night,

All I want is for a man to love me, not just tease me with charms,

To always be there when I need him most,

To hold my hand and say he’ll go anywhere for me, desert to coast,

All I want is for a man to kiss me gently and say he loves me

And mean it.

Alone, so alone

Never to be loved

Family fights

Friend break ups

Heartache

Heart break

Teenage life

Hormones raging

Understanding

Mistake here

Cheer there

Graduating awards

More freedom

Teenage life

Red in a speck of blue

Cries out amongst you

Turn away, fade away

Dies without knowing truth

Love cries out

Save the rest

But why save those

Instead of work they rest

Caring only for themselves

I have no respect for those who dwelve

In selfishness and shame

Heartless and lame

Love cries out

The truth will one day shine again

Hopeful

Crushed again

Hole in my life

Never to be filled in

Darkened corner, creeping shadow

Warning against the future’s hallow

Stand up

Get knocked down

Looking for a hand

Looking all around

No people, lifeless room

Sounds of impending doom

Leaking from the door behind

I get up myself

Find a place to hide

I climb on a shelf

Something I don’t want walks in

Some one, I don’t know yet, becomes my friend

Circumference

What’s the difference

Pi attacks us all

No one knows the real total

Estimated once again

Too hard for a mathematician

Circles are annoying us more

Hurry and close the door!

Teacher coming – quick take out your book!

Smile; make her think you’ve got the smart look

Close friends

But I find yet again

Drifting away

Seems like I can’t make it stay

Friendship slowly ending

Again my heart is bending

Trying not to break

But all I get is heart ache

It’s a pattern

Repetitively happenin’

I hate it so

Close friends, then just friends, you know

Soon we’ll barely be talking

You probably won’t even see me walking

By you some day, somewhere

Because you will have forgotten me

Someday, somewhere

You won’t even see me

Friends? I think so

Know more about you

From talk I hear

Rarely talk to you

What does our friendship mean

When just say hi

Then get on with our lives

I’ve needed you before

You never came to my door

To help me out

Now I can see you crying

I come over to you

Then you start lying

I leave

Don’t ask why

Because you know inside

You weren’t there for me

You lied to me

Now you think I’m supposed to stand by your side

No dear “friend”

You hurt me, and so I want you to hurt

But my better nature shows me the quirk

I’m better than that

Next time I see you crying

Just please stop lying

And I will help you out