Trying 2 Break Up
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under 1
I love the way you hug me
and tell me everything’s alright
I love the way you forgive me
reminding me of God’s light
but I hate the way you won’t let me go
knowing it’s better for you and me
I hate the way you never go slow
loving me the way we used to be
I hate that there is so much pain between us
It’s killing me inside
All we do is cry, curse, fight and fuss
Many times I’ve died
All this hurt and pain is true
Don’t you lie; it’s hurting you too
We can stay good friends forever, you know it’s true
But your soul mate is out there, so perfect you have no clue
Playing Games Gets You Hurt
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under 1
I thought I was just attracted to you; you were the one who loved me.
Now that you’re gone, I feel more than I could see.
I must have cared about you more than a friend,
but you didn’t have to call me a bitch at the end.
Breaking Up With You
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under 1
My head says “it’s for the best”; my heart screams in pain.
I want to believe in future sunshine, but all I see is rain.
My parents will be happy and maybe my friends too;
if that was my goal, why does my soul feel split in two?
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Tell Me
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under 1
Tell me how much you love me; tell me how much you care.
Tell me that you’ll listen, and that you’ll always be there.
Tell me you’ll love me forever, even if the moon crashes into Earth.
Tell me you want to have kids and you’ll be with me for every birth.
Tell me I’m the one, with you I belong.
Tell me I’m the lyrics to your heartfelt song.
Tell me you won’t mind when I grow forgetful and old.
Tell me you’ll forever keep my secrets; not another soul told.
Tell me you’ll love me like never before.
Tell me with our love, peace we will restore.
And lastly tell me you love me, just the way I am.
Make sure I know this isn’t just some scam.
Now let me remind you before you agree with each and every line; my heart has been attached to yours for a great amount of time.
I want you to think; don’t answer forthwith.
Make sure your love is true; not just a myth.
It has to be absolute and it has to be true.
I know it is but just tell me again:
Tell me I will always be with you.
It Takes a While to Realize Something’s Missing
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under 1
It takes a while to realize something’s missing
It was the other day, looking at old pictures and reminiscing
I realized something had disappeared, there was a hole
It took me by surprise; it felt like I lost my soul
I panicked and called friends and family, seeing if they were okay
They were all fine; I couldn’t find it, to my dismay
I checked the things in my room, I checked my stories
I searched and searched, even made inventories
At last I sat on my bed and exhaled with annoyance
I had misplaced something, I figured it was a clairvoyance
My cell phone rang, I answered and then I knew
I never realized that I had given my heart to you
Everyone is Different, Everyone’s the Same
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under Uncategorized
We all suffer, We all date
We all lie, We all cheat
We all feel, We all eat
We all starve, We all cry
We all hear, We all die
We all ignore, We all care
We all speak, We all swear
We all promise, We all break
We all seek, We all wake
Love On Both Sides
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under Uncategorized
she can’t stop thinking about me,
and this girl,
is waiting ’till she’s free,
to be with who she loves,
and that’s me.
There is a boy,
and I can’t stop thinking about him,
he knows I can’t
he knows I love him
I have to wait
until I’m 18
until I graduate
until then, my love
be at peace
don’t cry
be brave
don’t worry
be strong
my spirit is with you always
as I know your spirit is with me
May 24, 2009
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under Uncategorized
Depression is mine
Confusion is set
My heart has broken
Again
Why and When
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under Uncategorized
Why give away your heart,
When it always comes back broken?
Why remain silent,
When you know it’s been spoken?
Why call it blue,
When you know its red?
Why say ‘I’m alive’,
When you know you’re dead?
Why love others,
When they don’t love you?
Why trust in your friends,
When all they do is cheat, and lie too?
Why stay true to this rhyme,
When it happens all the time?
Why remain human,
When we could be more?
“I cannot”
Posted by Sonya Elizabeth Louranne Katille | Filed under Uncategorized
I cannot forget how you looked at me when I had to repent.
I cannot forget your embrace. I cannot forget your gentle kiss.
I cannot forget the feeling I get with you; complete, loving bliss.
I cannot say I’m a saint. I cannot say I’m an angel.
I cannot deny my feelings for you; I cannot say farewell.
I cannot describe it – when I’m without you – the feeling is complete pain.
But I can say I’m in love with you, Jason Michael Allain.
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